i don't need to have that many friends. it's ok. even if i'm not as close to the ones i DO have as i'd like to be, it's not like the kind of friendships i develop reflect on me as a person. i can be as reserved as i want to be. i don't need tight-knit groups like everyone else does.

on another note, i've spent the entire christmas break thus far holed up in my house drawing with my ancient (it's not that ancient) tablet and neglecting my homework. i'm going to fail every aspect of school. but at this point i kind of don't care! i just want to draw.